alex's blog

 This world is simply a complicated place. I hope its not beginning to end. I'll need to stop going round in circles like some square. I'd rather be hypnotized into being self aware. I feel numb to feeling. No emotion exists in me. The only artificial dreams I make are those that leave my finger tips. I may not be able to dance but my fingers can. To play, is to be. Synthesizing emotions I cannot obtain naturally. Playing obscure keys to get what cannot be felt. That, is why I play guitar. Read more »